- I hate to clean...not really a revelation, but I hate to clean because I feel it's beneath me.
- I am jealous of my brother's girlfriend because she's pregnant.
- I'm lazy.
- I get angry when people I don't think deserve good things GET good things. (Not related to #2)
- I'm very judgemental and don't hide it very well.
My husband is such a good person (Happy Birthday a day late, my handsome hubby) and he truly makes me want to be a better person, but the green monster of jealousy and the ugliness of hatred makes this hard for me to do.
The things I want in life are so special and miraculous and I am starting to believe God won't grant me my deepest wishes unless I can purge some of the hate I carry around in my heart.
Perhaps this is the first step to creating a welcoming and healing heart for myself.